Late Night Thoughts.

It is 1:30am on Wed morning and I can't sleep. So many thoughts and emotions going through my brain. It has been a long time since I have been here and so much has changed.

Cydney Bailey is now 14months old and has changed so much. She is walking, trying to talk, and is just full of energy and personality. She is far most the best thing in my life my greatest accomplishment by far. Everyday I wake all the choices I make are for her! Her future, her happiness, her benefit. I hope she knows exactly how much I love her. I can not wait for her to grow up and watch the woman she will become. Her spirit, her energy, and simply just her presence makes me want to be a better person.

Its amazing how much I have changed and how much more I enjoy life. Everyday when I walk into my house and look in her eyes; all I see is love and pride. I just love being a mom. Granted it is hard but Cydney Bailey makes it all worth it!

Mommy loves you honey.

Update....

I know - I know I have been slacking with updating this thing. But I have been just worn out and busy.

So much has changed, Cyd now truly believes she can talk. It is actually the funniest thing I have ever seen in my life. She has so much personality for not even a year yet (look for that one year post in a month or so) she is really a joy. She is still not sleeping in her own bed! I know I have lost my mind, and there is nothing I can say to defend it. My biggest issue prolly is her being alone in her crib in her room... I am not ready for that just yet!

We went to TX, we actually drove so road tripping with a baby was an experience. But I must admit it reminded me of how lucky I was. Cyd was really, really good on this road trip. Barely any crying and just a pleasure, don't get me wrong she had her moments but for the most part just a joy.

Now while in TX a VERY, VERY different story. This lil girl really tested her boundaries, she must have known she was in a new place with new people. She was fighting, "talking" back and plain just NOT listening. I swear you guys I had never popped Cydney as much as I had to in TX. Here is her after being popped for taking off her clothes and as you can see she took them off again...

So this is what 8 months 3 weeks looks like..

Man this child is soo active! She now has two teeth on the bottom and two more coming in...

ENJOY!!

who sleeps like this?
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so nosey at a young age!
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WAKE UP MOMMY!!!!

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I would like to know what is so funny- I want to laugh!

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Y'all she sleeps like an old lady...

more to come....

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I LOVE THIS PICTURE!!!!!

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HOW MANY OF THESE THINGS DO YOU NEED CYDNEY

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I swear this girl cracks me up.

For the very first time..

I am in love!

Cydney is the light of my life people, she makes EVERYTHING perfect. There is nothing else that matters more to me than loving, protecting and teaching her. You know I wasn't quite sure I was ready or even understood motherhood. I am sure I have so much more to learn, but the things I have learned thus far are priceless. All I want to do is spend time with her, yeah I go out without her but I miss her when she is not with me.

I was blessed with such a happy child, she just lights up when she hears her mommy's voice or sees my face. There is not one other human on earth who loves me that much. I watch her sleep at night and thank God that he gave me such a healthy and precious child.

Cyd was sick all last week and even though she was a handful I didn't want to be anywhere but with her. I have really considered stop working or going to part time. You know they grow so fast she is 6 months already. I feel like I just found out I was pregger.LOL

I hope my child knows that her mommy loves her and will go to the end of the earth to protect her. There is absolutely NOTHING I wouldn't do for this child. I say this all the time but she has truly mad me a better person, a better woman.

Here are some pictures from Easter. No, I did not get her all dolled up. We hung out at home and enjoyed the day. She spent Easter with her pop-pop, her granny and me. The people she know, the people who will go to the end of the earth to protect and provide for her.

mommy loves you baby!

Look How Big I Am..

I know it has been a while so I am going to load tons of pics. And I promise to update and blog once a week.. You guys Cydney is growing like a weed. She is doing so much now; trying to talk, scooting, eating her feet, teething, trying to stand, sitting on her own and one of the best things is sleeping through the night! She is still sleeping in my bed but at least it is through the night!

I am so thankful to have such a good baby, she only cries when she is either sleepy, hungry or wet! She is super friendly and just a joy. I am such a lucky person to have her.. Yes most of these were taken with the camera phone I will load the others later.

look at me keeping mommy up at 3:30 am! Oh yeah she knows better than to try and let me play by myself I need some attention...

I am just way too cute! And I love the camera...

HA! Mommy took this when I wasn't looking...

This was apart of my 2007 Holiday photo shoot!

I stay trying to eat EVERYTHING I can get my hands on!

Me again trying to play with my mommy at 3:30 am.....

Mommy supposed to be feeding me but she taking pictures..

Everything is just so funny to me!