Out having a good time.....

So I went out last night to celebrate my cousin's 34th born day. I must admit I was on the fence about going to the party. I knew there would be tons of people (mainly men) that I had not seen in a long time. See when I get into relationships I have a habit of closing of certain parts of my life ( I know it's not good) and I was not looking forward to it. Truth be told I have been having some body image issues since having Cyd. So since it was a party for my cousin and the start of the Sagittarius parting i reluctantly went. I wore some trouser jeans, black cores set, a white jacket, red pumps and a red clutch bag. I only took one pic; with my cousin K & D (the birthday boy) and he has the damn pic.

Now since I have this habit of disappearing when I get into relationships and I just had a baby 9 weeks ago I was dreading being seen at this party. So as I am walking into the club I hear this guy say is that Crystal? I thought to myself well damn my idea of finding a seat in the back at the bar was OUT . Let me tell you guys I had such a GREAT time.. I have not had that much fun in a very long time. It felt soo good to see old classmates, hang out with the girls (some of them) and be with my family. I must say there were some nice looking men in that party last night and to my surprise (well not really) there were several interested in who I was. It actually felt really good to be the point of discussion for so many. Let me know I still got it. It is truly funny how people react to you when they have not seen you in a while. Especially the dudes who you may have had a crush on but wouldn't give you the time of day (never really had that problem but there were a few :-)

Also it was really nice to be around a bunch of gentlemen! I swear the fellas from last night gave me hope that there are truly still some good guys out there. Of course there were those that basically all they wanted was to stare and potentially screw me. But for the most part UPTOWN men are still the elite men of DC...

I must say EU did the damn thing I have not partied like that in a very long time... There were no fights no foolishness NOTHING... I had a great time and am VERY happy I went.. I need to do that more often and oh yeah I did not get drunk. I had two drinks and stopped myself.. I know what a good girl right?